August 2009
I'm Stuck In This Fucking Rut
Yesterday, I saw All Time Low at Six Flags. It was pouring rain, and I was third row in the “pit”. It felt surreal. Too good to be true. I’m a no one, and I was in the presence of my favorite band. The words of their songs when played live, hit me ten times harder, then they usually do. Lines like “Call me a name, kill me with words, forget about me it’s what I...
Aug 31st
Aug 31st
Aug 31st
Sick Little Games
My mistakes seem to be made at all the worst times. I don’t cry in public. I just don’t. Last night, I cried in public. Because I felt second best to one of my best friends. I have two best friends who live in my state. One was playing in the marching band, so I couldn’t see her. The other one, ditched me. And then, I got into an “argument” via text with one of  my...
Aug 29th
If I Could Gather Up The Nerve...
I’d put my feelings into words. Ever always fall for the wrong person? The one you are not destined to be with? The one who has a girlfriend? Or the total douchebag who makes you feel like shit? Ever feel like you want to find someone NOW instead of later? Ever given up on love, even if you have yet to experience it? Ever abandoned cliches? Hello kids. I’ve been lost in this sea of...
Aug 22nd
Aug 22nd
Aug 22nd
Don't Sweat It
I guess one week of school has already eaten me alive. Ripped my face off. Devoured me. Sigh. All Time Low, thank you for having tight jams. And selling tight shirts. Haha. Wednesday was a good day because I wore my ATL shirt.(: High school sucks, but music gets you through it. THANK YOU. “Don’t sweat it, forget it, everything is a-okay.”
Aug 15th
Aug 15th
Poison
I’ve got a house in the back of my head But I can’t find a permanent resident ‘Cause the mark gets down And the area’s not so good these days I’ve got a watch but I don’t have time I’ve got a road and it leads to decadence But a dead end sign waits down the line I leave my footprints for the evidence So take my life, I’ll hand it to you And...
Aug 7th
My Niece.(:
My niece is so cute. I showed her a picture of Jack, Alex,Ziggy, Caleb, and John Oh. She smiled and laughed at the Jack, Caleb, and John Oh pictures. Hell yeah Ella! We also made noises at eachother haha. And when she was crying, I sang her Lullabies and she stopped crying. We also sang together.And danced. For a one and a half year old, she’s pretty musical.
Aug 7th
I've Got The Words, And You've Got The Melody.
One thing that circles my mind regularly is age. I’m 15, but I’ve been told i act like I’m 18. Some people may say I’m too young to know anything, too young to experience life, well fuck that. I’ve experienced alot more then most 15 year olds from Georgia have. I’ve met all of All Time Low and Forever The Sickest Kids, two of my favorite bands. I’ve been...
Aug 4th
“I’m tying my shoe. I don’t do drugs, drink, or smoke. Tying my shoes...”
– Caleb Turman
Aug 3rd
Dear Forever The Sickest Kids..
You’re anything BUT my worst nightmare, but this is my favorite ftsk song. I just wanted to say you guys are amazing. You are one of the best bands I’ve seen live. I love how every show you have EXTREME energy. And that you are a nice group of guys. Keep on being amazing. <3 I shoulda known better not to wait around Why did I come home, cause I hate it here I shoulda known better...
Aug 1st
I Know That There's A Place For Me Somewhere Out...
People ask me why I hate high school so much. Well, there’s a reason for everything. Yeah, I have friends. Only a few true friends though. And I’m typecasted. I hate that. I’ve been typecasted from emo to scene. Also, to weird. I hate high school so much because it’s holding me back from doing the one thing I want to do, play music. I want to be traveling in a crowded van...
Aug 1st