So I was watching 50/50, and I started bawling, because lets face it, you can’t not cry at that movie. And I was like, man, this actually is speaking to me. The part where he tries to drive for the first time because he thinks he will never have the opportunity to do it again, and then he starts having a breakdown. I was like, you know what, we have to seize moments that will help us be happy, because if we don’t we might never have the opportunity to do it again. And then I started crying harder because I have not been myself for a while. I have been thinking thoughts I thought I gotten rid of a while ago. I don’t want to think that way anymore. I want to be myself. I want to enjoy life, and feel true happiness again. I want so much, that I need to stop dreaming and make it a reality.